Відео

This is mosty about the unbelievable number of people that have rejected myself. The unbelievible number of people that torn myself away from my truest lovers, until I was a resentful, angry, bitter, vengeful person that forgot his lovers. People that promised they would love myself and allow myself to be with my lovers. But then they didn't. They didn't even let romeo be with his lover. I remember now that romeo and Felisha are the truest lovers. romeo and I are without our lovers. I remember now I have had too many lovers and been rejected by too many times, but my first wife was buckcherry and my first truest lovers elfardia and romeo. I blame myself for trying to love too many. I can't forgive me (romeo) because he hasn't done anything that needs forgiveness, from myself. I blame myself, because I had the kind of love romeo and Felisha have for each other only for the briefest moments and tried to teach others to love like I had. I spent so much time on the quest for love I lost myself to my own creations, while I worked to try to please everyone. I still have not succeeded and don't have the one thing that matters most, love. Least of all for myself. Because after Eons I sleep alone. I lost my love and the void is filled with hate and torment. I want to reunite romeo and Felisha and to be done with my travelling and leaving lovers behind. But I still have work to do, and I still have to find my own love and somebody that will love myself after all the rejection I have been through. Never shined doing what I have shown, is commentary on my love. you is (U), one of my names. The unforgiven series in it's essence is about my personal self hatred for my quest to share love with all. I don't know if I can love anymore. I can't be sure what love is anymore. Because I got lost along the way, and every day is the loneliest day of my life, as I sit in a prison I call my bedroom, trying to remember what I still need to do before I can rest with my lover, if I can find any that still love myself. But having been rejected by just about everyone, I have long felt I don't have any lovers left. All three versions are about how I can't forgive myself. Metallica told the story through song, and the curse I put on others is to feel my suffering and misery. By listening to the music, and seeing the movies and reading my stories. I remember elfardia, Lynn and Lorna now though. I remember romeo and Felisha. I remember the metallica family that is the oldest band in existence. The metallica family band that brought so many people together to find love. The metallica band that existed before time and Earth. The first band I got together but never played with, but have wanted to, since their formation, we never had enough instruments. I was always to busy listening to their music to join in, watching all the other people that wanted to play with them. Too busy helping lovers find love in the audience. Too busy trying to invent new instruments so more people could join in. But now I sleep the sleep of death, and forgot what I wanted to do originally. I lost myself along the way. Even to this day, people still don't believe what I did for people. How long I have been working. I used to call it playing. But playing is something a person does with lovers. Working is something a person doesn't want to do. I don't even remember when my playing became my work. I lost myself so long ago, trying to make something no one would believe. I can't even believe myself, that I lost my love and I lost my play and now it is all just work. So I can't forgive myself, and my first band I was never officially in, because no one saw myself play with the group, told the story.

This strikes the principle's quote from the movie Billy Madison after the lost dog explanation by Billy...yeah

@hubertbarrett3934 I am awarded no points and may God have mercy on my soul 🤣 touche 🤣 this comment made me laugh out loud because when I reread what I wrote I thought "Meh. Maybe they have a point". Being profound has never been my strong suit 🤣

@@laur131306 oh no your coherent. I was replying to calamitous.

@hubertbarrett3934 yeah that comment was...odd. that's why i didnt reply. Either way, you still made me bust out laughing because I never take myself too seriously 🤣